i cannot get this song out of my head!!!! ah!!!!! like shit man!!!! i think the boys think i crazy oleady cause i sing this song the whole fucking day....cannot concentrate in class sial.......ah...nvr mind....anyways..check out peterpan bintang di surga video at youtube.com...power!!!

hey yall.....wah today so sien ah, got back my maths test paper...failed siak....shit!!! must stay back and watch her stupid face...eeeeeeeeee!!!!!!

aniways, this morning went to school with her.....wah all the way so nervous sak....cause first period was english test mah....wah seh so nervous....well guys...those of u who took the test rite...,
he question on how many offsprings that one... wts ur answer ah??? 1 or 2??? if u got the answer...juz tag ah...bye2

hai today marks one month of our partnership and i tell ya, i cannot be more happi...thnks to farhana hu has created for me and nabilah our shared blog...pls visit it at www.boy-aku-bom-kau.blogspot.com

i love u so much dear..and thnks farhana again...

well i have grown an urge...an urge to hear peterpan songs...walan cannot stop...dono why

somethin is wrong with me...oh well have to study..tata and love u dear..

hello there matey!!!! haha, crappin siak... oh well common test is next week!!! omg!!!! fuck! fuck!!!
havent study sak, maths portfolio, chem wksht, english compre and speech, all havent do!!!

i am so fucked up!!! ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! die lerr like this, tak boleh tahan ah...!!!>..,,ll;,.,l

well its so hard to study cause everytime i study, my mind wonders about her...omg!!! wat is happenin??? am i gonna fail?? oh no!!!!! muz stop thinkin of her....impossible as it may seem.....but i will try at least untill i am done studiying...i love her so much!!!!! damn it!!!! cant help the way i feel!!!! ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

where is support when u need some??? i am so full of shit rite now i swear i can kill someone!!!

everyone is so bz with their lives that when i realy need their support, there all run away...i guess i cannot blame em, look at me...who am i to deserve anythin!!!???!!! i hate my situation rite now, long story...being there for ppl but not being recognized when u need help socially...

i need someone to talk to, someone to make me happy again, someone to be by my side, someone who is crazy to say somethin to make me luff, juz someone to be here, anyone...but as i look around me, no one but loneliness. no one i can talk to, no one i can share my problems with....only air surrounds me...i tolked to her, but she ran away, thinkin i was mad, but i was not mad, i was sad, i juz needed her...in the process, said some things i didnt mean...i am sori...

but i love u...rite now i dono wat to do??? its so fucked up...i don wanna be alone...but i guess i am...and theres nothing i can do...no one but me...hope u will forgive me..

yesterday went eating at mcdonald's....then walan, my darling and norafidah took my chilli sauce and drank the sauce...wakau cannot eat siak, lost appetite!!! eh u both never kena sore throat ah??? hahaha then today was damn fun siak during history lesson...miss lee power!!!! she told grandfather srory but then ah POWER!!! best history lesson i have ever had...but then ah...damn fucking day siak...got maths test...punye lah susah mate aku nak tekeluar siol...when i saw the paper one thing came to my head>>>>MATI MATI, TENTU MATI...

wah sial lah, so damn hard siak!!! with the paper in front of me...i was like wat the fuck am i supposed to rite??? so i did half the paper.. i think all my answers wrong lah. wah ci bai lah so hard...study oso no use...then mdm nora smirked when she collected the paper...damn it!! aku bom kau!!! haha juz playin...nak bom mdm nora??? ko gilerr??? dier bom aku ade ah... haha oh well...today went home with hairi walan that guy waste my time oni...stay back 1/2 an hour play crushed paper with memet...ci bai lah...waste time!!! haha!!! then today gurl gurl got cca...haiyah...miss her sak ...aku bom tu art club!!!! eh salah ...aku bom mr job!!!! haha juz playin....haha couldnt sleep the whole nite, onli one hour. fell asleep while smsing her...so sori darlin...then woke up and watched arsenal vs real madrid woooooooooooooo! power!!!! 1-0 whakaka tak sia2 aku tak tido!!!

okok back to yesterday...after eating at mac, went to cp with her......so nice get to kiss2 and hug2 whakakaka juz kiddin..hmm mangosteen!!!!!!! no lah haha juz playin...at first hor, she didnt want to go cp ah...but then when i majok she decided to come along whakaka!!!! tipa tertipu!!! walao, at first don want to go, end up i follow her to every shop sak....my knees want to kanasai oleady...so tired. chased her around metro, follow to look at tight clothes.....short skirts.....woooo! BORING! but then i never tell her ah later kena pancong!!! whakaka

aite now i crapping oleady, haha! today played sticker with gurl2 durin history lesson whakaka so fun...

and ayang, remembered when i did somethin to you when we walked passed her outside the canteen!!! wah damn fun, thnks for playin along....woooo now want to take pain killer...ciao yall

hey guys and girls! ur watchin kids central!


whakaka ok sowwie lame lah...aite yall, this sunday which is 26/2/06 marks the first month me and my darlin have been together....so as a symbol of my love to her, all i wanna say is this...

ur face is like the sunrise,
glowing in my heart,
there is always a surprise,
i muz always be on my guard,

cause anytime u could kiss me,
overflowing me with happiness so mellow,
theres no place else i'd rather be,
other than to be in ur shadow,

i hate to see ur face,
coz everytime i do,
i am bewoundered by ur grace,
juz wanna say i love u,

without u wat would i do,
cause ur the best,
if i can't have u,
i'd have no one else....

aite guys ...well and girls...i have a problem..not big but its still a problem.

well if u know me, i dont to like to fight .... i believe there are other ways to solve differences and problems, not through fighting, as if it will help the situation. but there are some ppl who juz needs a whack on their bloody behind!!! fuck em!!! excuse my language but i am juz not happy rite now... i have not been for the last few days... this moron went and gave me a msg saying he will beat me up... weeeee. hmm... he wants to beat me up??? me??? beat me??? is he crazy or stupid or dumb or juz a motherfuckin asshole?? well he is actually all of the above... hmm....wah i have never been in a fight before.. well major ones aniwaes.. i not gangster like other boys lerr.. me quiet2 sit down one corner and study type of person... but i found out that he has been kacauing my girl for sometime, even b4 i stead... for this i think he deserves a present from me...a big one...

i went to geylang with my parents...thats when she called me....her voice so sweet and so mellow...

i reluctantly put the phone down....immediately i realised somethin....i missed her....i missed her very much...its undescripable....

well juz writing this post to say i love u my darlin... miss u

it was so damn hot in the morning and in the afternoon, but then, i woke up from my 2 hour sleep and realized a miracle, it was raining.... whakakaka, wat were u thinkin of huh!!!

okok lame joke, sori,...okok hmm let me see, very sleepy rite now....woooohoooo macam baru hisap glue...not that i have tried....after readin my girl's blog, ....it reinforced how much i love her....lookin at the rain drops splattering on the ground, it made me think of valentine's day...haha one of the bez days of mah life.....

went to cp to get my girl somethin...juz because i love her....not because of valentine's day or watever, i dont believe in those stuff...u shouldnt juz buy gifts on valentines day...its the meaning behind the presents, not the day it was given on....aniway, .saw this freaking bear...but my fwens say cute so i took out my two week savings and bought it...not thinkin thrice...hahaha

she was having cip at the library and i was thinkin how the heaven am i gonna give this to her, such a big present, surely got ppl see one, surely she will paisey.....

then i got hungry...ate at macdonalds with my buddies kid-hairi and angah and gobbled our food, then aqilah, hana, azim and syamil joined us..kecoh!!!.my prayers have been answered...i thought that if i asked aqilah the cow to give the present for me, then my girl nabilah wont be so paisey lerr....

i told aqilah to tell nabilah that i went home already...good liar, haha but good thing aqilah told nabilah that i was at the library and when i gave her the present, she gave me a ...ehem...whakaka...

haha from then ah, our relationship blossomed, kena interview by her mother and sis...wah damn nervous sak but her family is cool man....very supportive...my parents oso interviewed nabilah...wah like want to marriage like that...haha

my parents are the bez, they loved her...phew...if not ah!!! wah seh die man...muz kawen lari ah haha...like bollywood story like that...haha...i love u cyg!!!!!!

okok now change topic....well got a friendster msg from a bloody idiot..a bloody moron ah...threaten me somemore...aku bom kau baru tau!!! aniwaes...he say ah ...dont let him find me outside or else...wat fuck sak...think he ITE i scared ah???? my brain bigger than his cock ah i guess...thats wat he uses to think...hmm...well asked my girl who the heaven is he then she said that they are juz friends...and that he likes my girl...he is so rude...no wonder no gf...bodoh nye jantan...i guess my girl dont like him...like duh! rhetorical question haha....

but come to think of it, i was oso scared ah if he finds me outside... kalau dier swing at me, abes muke ni.....shattered into millions of pieces...not that i am scared to get hurt.. i juz want to look my bez for my girl...haha..aniwaes i told my buddy about this msg and lucky he got gang ah...can help me siak...at least got support from his members...lege siket hati ...kalau kene bantai...asalkan bdk yang bantai aku kene bantai balek suah..haha i got no gang lerr so naseb got friends hu are in gangs...can help2 me...whakaka. if can ah... i dont like to fight ah...very not the useful to my body and to solving the problem ah...can see or not???!!??? haha like mr ho ah ...haha

okok, then i decided to rite my girl a poem in a testi... dono where the words came from, juz came in the brain...haha, maklomlah orang bercinte ye....haha.....i love her so much...her mangosteen phoooooyo! wallan can make me pengsan man...haha juz playin... love u dear and forever will....thank u for readin..sori for the lack of language cause i am abit high at the moment...bye yall

hello yall!!!!! how is it hangin???

okok...wow where do i start, today was the day that my darlin met my parents... along with the three monyets!! sebok je hehe no lerr....my mom sounded pretty amazed wow! i was damn nervous sak! tak boleh tahan ah!!!!!!my stomach like shit sak! then my mom said dat nabilah was pretty...i was like duh!!!! rhetorical question... then i sent her to cp... thats when ehem...cannot go on any further haha!!!!!!! wat ever happened next...hayah, u ask nabilah lah eh

hello reader, thanks again for reading my blog and wasting precious minutes of ur life...

today was a miserable day, full of shit and misery,, i was assembling in my class in the morning when my teacher called to talk to me at the back of the assembly area. i was kinda scared and anxious to know wat she had to say. then the big moment came and she said i was hansem and clever. haha i wish, haha nolah juz kiddin...well, she said that i had to go for the OC>>opening ceremony to represent my cca..hayah waste my bloody time!!! i told my tea
cher to shut up and get out of my face or get a branch! haha nolah juz kiddin, i told her i would go, so stupid rite?? i know!!! i should have said i was going somewhere, anywhere, batam, malaysia, london??...not in the soccer team but still must spend hours of rehearsals juz to kick a bloody ball on stage!! F U! how i wish to be playin b-boys soccer but wat can i do??? the doctor says no means no!! i cannot play soccer regularly!! or else...hayah lazy to type again.. continue the story next month haha bye yall!!! peace!

some bitches juz dono when to fuck up hah! i mean wat in the hell u maki my sis angkat for...???

u are so digging ur own fuckin grave u moron...u think she is juz a friend?? she has the ability to smack ur trap so hard that u will be shaking like u have been fucked by 100 guys!!! that is why u dont mess around to curse girls hu are in gangs.... i dono about the girl hu maki intan but i feel sori for u cause when she finds out hu u are, hehe better pray and better pray harder that i wont take a branch and poke u in ur O u bloody motherfucker! if i find u, i will give u a fucking time! and if u want me...come get some, and one more thing, if got comments on my blog, juz tag, but if u got problems with me, we settle this outside, dont hide u ci bai! come out! takde puki kapa?? kalau ade kau bilang name kau lah babi sial ko nak mampos cpt kan??? badigol bahlol babi giler sial yang tak ingat maruah dan amanah....buto nye sial!!!! naseb baek a friend like my kakak intan is not a bitch like u u fatherfucker! so fuck off now! or forever hold ur peace!

HELLOO TO ONE AND ALL!!! make this clear..........


wat the f*** u think u are??? rite in my blog like that...!!!and for ur info, 'intan' is not me u motherf***** , she is a friend...so juz get a dildo and f*** urself u b**** . u think seri is betta???? hu the f**** cares??? i dont care hu the f*** is better..all i know is that no girl can make me happier than the one i have so buzz off sebelom aku BOM kau!!!!!! i love her...not seri so juz maen tepi kaen sendiri and f*** urself...sori about the language but i am pissed! so f*** u!!!!!!!! kalau ade comment other than about my blog, u come straight to me...kalau malu i suggest u find a hobby or get a branch from a tree and f*** urself!!! wat if i couldnt get a branch??? u might ask...hmm then i suggets u take ur middle finger and shove it in ur sticky hole u bloody idiotic moron! thank u for reading... iilii>>INTO UR>>O