where is support when u need some??? i am so full of shit rite now i swear i can kill someone!!!

everyone is so bz with their lives that when i realy need their support, there all run away...i guess i cannot blame em, look at me...who am i to deserve anythin!!!???!!! i hate my situation rite now, long story...being there for ppl but not being recognized when u need help socially...

i need someone to talk to, someone to make me happy again, someone to be by my side, someone who is crazy to say somethin to make me luff, juz someone to be here, anyone...but as i look around me, no one but loneliness. no one i can talk to, no one i can share my problems with....only air surrounds me...i tolked to her, but she ran away, thinkin i was mad, but i was not mad, i was sad, i juz needed her...in the process, said some things i didnt mean...i am sori...

but i love u...rite now i dono wat to do??? its so fucked up...i don wanna be alone...but i guess i am...and theres nothing i can do...no one but me...hope u will forgive me..