fuck! fuck! fuck!! those were the words i said when my thumb bent 90 degrees....bush!! next time dont hit the ball so hard lah hor...aniways few days back got soccer training...boring bla3...then yesterday haziqah birthday...fun3!! all wet but fun...burnt my finger playing with matches but still fun, before haziqah's birthday went to macdonalds and ate ice-cream with the guys hairi, syafiq and the botak head ismail...haha fun ah....like single bujangs like dat...hmm....then went for haziqah birthday...azza hyper sial!! ko makan aper ah??haha but fun ah...everyone was abit giler ah....abit oni....then wanted to take my girl home after her art thing...but she don want...so went to hairi house...play game..play dress up...i dressed up as terrorist!!! faqih and ismail were soldiers wat..ncc boys!! wakakaka! then they all went for oc...so i went home ah....wat else to do?? walked home from hairi house about 3 km ah....walked along my old pri school...wow so many memories.....oh man missed my pri skool days...no problems, so free...noting on my mind...then yesterday nite kena maen by my girl...thnk u very much ah eh!! however i didnt find it funny.....

nowadays ah...i feel so crappy.....since wat she said...everything like shit....oh man...i dont feel happie anymore....how can i look at her without thinkin about wat she said....every guy will feel the same way....fuck man...cant u juz leave her alone with me!! dont desturb anymore lah!! fuck off cibai!! get ur own life!! find ur own girl!! and stop messing with mine!! kanasai! so many problems ah!! nabe! now i feel like i dont exist anymore to her...like i am not important....i feel excluded...oh well nanti ur friends say u spend tooooooooooo much time with me rite?? i guess so...i mean...i walk to skool with her every day for 5 minutes.!! in class we hardly talk so 5 minutes a day is a loooong time!!!! i go home alone......aku ajak dier kelua dier malas...so how can u say that later on..ur friends will say u spend too much time with me?? wat logic is dat?? use ur brain ah use ur brain!!! think before u say.....if u dont want to spend time with me juz say so!!! i will leave u alone!! and yar!!! wat u said is rite!! ur not wrong!! ur never wrong lah dear!! ur never wrong!! i am wrong!! i always wrong!!! well have fun with ur friends!! no need to think about me....i am used to being alone....