hello readers...so many things happenin now...common test...oh shit!!1 havent done my summary...k nvr mind lazy ah...oh well....today went to hospital...with my bros..syafiq and azri...thnks guys...without u guys...i got no one to acompany me... nak harapkan yg laen??? pundek ah...ok well if ur wondering, my dad is in hospital...oh man i cannot see him on tht bed man...my heart like wanna explode...very sad...imagine ur dad, ur best firend, ur adviser, on a bed in pain...at the mercy of doctors...oh man...and my mom kesian sey...must everyday go hospital alone...at changi some more...i pitty her...so alone and so tired...hmm i wanna say thnks to azri and syafiq again for acompanying me...thnks guys...u are the best and thnks to faqih, hairi and to khai, hana,nabilah, farrihin and deenah for showing the slightest concern...

ate at the hospital with azri and syafiq..ate nasi lemak...powerrite guys!!!??? i told u the nasi lemak there was power...k then went to see my dad...all sad2 and tired...pitty him...i pray he gets well...its different at home without him...its so quiet...so ...so...different...i guess i have been treating those around me like crap...maybe its becoz i need ppl and their shoulders...its so hard for me rite now...but when i look around...nvr mind...

just wanna say sori to tht special person..i guess i was wrong in treating u differently from my other friends...we are 'just' friends rite...i am so sroi for thinkin otherwise...i syiok sendiri...maybe i needed her rite now and wanted her support and needed her love and concern..but we are just friends...maybe she bz waving at others...and i am waving from behind at her...thts how i feel...so fine...i am sori...sori for askin u out...it wont happen again cos thts wat u dont want..and friends dont go out together tht often...sori for lovin u the way i do...i know its just me but i have no regrets...i love u..but if we are just friends...as long as ur happy...i hope u get success and wish u have a gd life...hgope all u said u wanted to achieve for urself u achieve it...i wish u the best of luck...

itukah dia,
kekasih yg pernah berjanji,
memberi cinta,
untukmu sepenuh hati,
ia akan menyesal sesuatu hari nanti,
kekasih mu ini ingin mu kembali,

tahukah engkau,
ia tak sepadan dgn mu,
walau beribu,
bisik janji ia merayu..........