i have been having alot of problems at the moment...school...friends...some text missing...so i turned to friends i have hung out with...friends tht i have known for a long time and havent contacted...i changed..well bad company i guess...all i wanna say is tht i am sori to all my friends for turning towards the bad...and especially to khai....sori for turning bad....i just wanna say to my friends tht i will stop ehem immediately...turn around and change..for the better...to the person ppl know i am..to the ihsan i recognise and was loved by a special girl ...i knew wat i did was stupid and now i want to make things rite...i know ppl hate me...and ppl think i am stupid...i will change myself guys...sori to my close friends...sori to my best fren...sori to my bros....sori to myself...i guess wanting my problems to go away only created bigger ones...i have learned my lesson...its a hard one...sori to nabilah for creating problems for her...and i still love u...will wait....will cherish...will respect...will study hard....will do everything...for ppl around me...but most importantly i must do it for myself....i learned tht doing things and constantly thinkin about others..doesnt always pay off...wat i do for others...will others do for me? i dont think so...and to ppl out there...jgn terase...just wanna say sori to all again...pls my friends dont leave me now...cause its da point when i need u guys the most...it will be hard quitting wat i have been addicted to...but if its for myself and those around me, i will do it.....

and this is a paragraph to nabilah... i wanna say i am sori for hurting u....i love u...i dont care wat ppl say...

i sayang u
i nak u
tunggu sampai mati pon,
tetap tunggu,
cinte tak akan mati,
takdir menentukan,
tapi akan i berusaha...