i feel guilty and stupid...never once had i felt this way....i need to let her go for her won self...but i can't...i just love her too much...maybe its my weakness...thts what people say...but i disagree....shes been my strength all this while...how can i let her go...dont worry...i won't...i promised myself i won't...but she can let go of me....deep inside i know i won't be the same without her...i won't be half the man i am without her....but my mind is made up...i want her to leave me....its for her own gd....may she be happy...without me....