these past few days has been hectic....one week of holidays has gone so fast...now its back to hell...during the holidays, i took part in the NJRC competition and represented my school...we won!! i was beating the shit out of the drums...i had fun...anyways....got my results..and its damn bad...very very bad...dont wanna tok about it...

got lotsa problems...dono where to start...i miss her but shes outta my hands....i guess there wont be a third chance for us...no more....i lost her...maybe its for the best, i dont know...just wanna experience new things....thinkin about joinin angah's band as a vocalist...can i sing?? hehe...not too sure bout tht....just wanna concentrate on my end of year exams comin up in a few weeks...and then i can have all the freedom i want...woohoo!!!

i wanna do well on my exams...be with my family and friends...no outstandin g committments...i think i also need time to myself...just relax and chill for a while...no relationship...no ties...notin...just me to figure out myself and my problems...its hard to let go of a girl u love....never will i forget her nor will i let her go from my heart...but i have let her hand go....i had to....


holidays are comin...oh man!! when?? i dono...real soon i guess...cant wait, in a few months...me sec 4?? hmm...its so quick....maybe wat my friend yara said to me was rite...time is gettin faster...we have to cherish it...make the most of it....life is short, live it...haha

i am stunned at ow fast my life has gone...i remembered the first time i put on a primary school uniform....then a secondary school uniform...walkin through the school gate with my dad to buy the school books...tht was 2 years ago...it seems like its only been 2 months ago...thts how fast life goes....

its not how many oppotunities u get, its wat u do with the oppotunities already given to you, i lost my oppotunity to make a girl happy...dont be like me....cherish ur relationships..haha i am sounding like a doctor...anyways...wanna go and study now...tata