how long has it been since i last updated my blog?? oh boy....very long huh....
alot has been happenin in my life....i got a job at downtowneast....its damn tiring...but the pay is quite gd so i dont mind workin much....however...being away from my girl has been the hardest for me to endure....every nite i listen to her voice...but that aint enough for me....i miss her like crazy...damn crazy....

everyday wake up at around 4....and then meet my bros at 5.30 in the morning to get to work by 7...damn...like a freaking zombie...i walk from my house to causeway point...its damn cold in the morning...walkin all alone....it really hits me that i am desperately missin her....my baby girl....i cant live like this...

i've been wearing my trail shoes for work...and u know wat...i got to buy black shoes for waitering...damn ****...where got money sey...my pay must use to buy shoes...haiyah...anyways...last week...on my off day...went to watch happy feet with baby girl...it was great...the little penguins dancing...funny sia...i hugged baby all the way....couldn't let go of her...eventhough she finished my nanchos.. arrgh!!! hehe i love u baby.....

when i get my pay this friday...must buy so many things....give my mom some money....buy black shoes....buy school books.....buy for tht someone special something.....today is my offday!! woohooo!!! get to rest and TIDO!!! but also gonna go out with my baby later on...cannot tahan oleady....must go out with her.....i MUST!! cannot TAHAN anymore.......hehe....

baby...i love u so much...cant wait to see u ok syg....ok lah...tata....

terhantok?? terhantok kepale hotak kau!! anyways...today i had malay supplementary lessons again...quite fun ah cekgu analiza.....thought i would not enjoy the lessons but i have so far...nice2...
after school...went to eat long john again with my bros...azri, syafiq and busty!! hehe...then went home with badron and azri as syafiq had to go home.....then hairi, kamarul and faqih met us at my place...it was pure chaos .....azri was much on the computer while the rest of us played the x box...fun man!!

then we all went to al-amin to eat......hmm yum2....hairi and badron became accountants...if u know wat i mean...counting all the money.....after tht we came back to my place and continued playin....then when they all left...i accompanied my aunty and grandma who visited....so nice to see them....

now i feel like shit...one hamba allah....( no mentioning who) just deserves to die.....but i pray he has a gd life...a life that does not interfere with mine or my girl's....hope he burns in hell but i pray he will go to heaven....anyways....kalau nak sindir...jgn takot2...dont think that i am stupid...i am more clever than u my friend...trust me...jgn nak step mak saleh ngan aku.....aku jentek kau...kau nye tulang repot.....ehem...maaf yer....kalau ader org kuros2 tulang terkeluar terase kat sane...anyways...happy livin.....but if u want ur life to hell...just kol me or desturb my girl again...and i will make sure u would want to go to heaven early....now i wanna try to cut down on my swearing...be a better person...but i guess i will swear one last time.....fuck u bitch!! step mak saleh!! fuck u!! yes yes!! fuck u!!! get a fuckin brunch and fuck ur asshole!!! eat some more cos i can see ur cheekbones and its gross man....go and die!! motherfucker!!! PUAS HATI AH!!

one last thing....thnks brothers for accompanying me today...realy appreciate it alot....and to my dear...love u...

wat a fun few days...haha...on friday went jalan raya with my friends part two...haha...me and baby wore white...nak sgt...hehe...went to alot of houses...but one really caught my eye....maisarah's house..i mean the toilet...style ah!! me and hairi were like in awe...hehe...i thought it was a cabinet sey...tipah tertipu!! but me and baby had lotsa fun...she hugged me all the way at night....love her so much..ehem2...okok....


after supplementary lesson, went to admiralty kfc to buy my baby her zinger meal...then went to her house to eat....then waited for her to siap2 and glamour2....then around 12 like dat...we went to my place and she waited for me to get ready...she help me wear my samping....haha..with my mom givin instructions....so sweet ah my wife......(future)
then met the gang at around 1.30 at boots and shoes and we started our day...
sori to ismail and syafiq and also shafiqah coz me and baby could not go to ur houses...had to send her home coz it was late later my mak mertue scold me for sending her daughter back home late....around 11.30, send my baby home and used her home toilet...had to pee sia..!!! tahan the whole day!! cannot tahan anymore....must release tension!! u know wat i mean?? hehe...then went home around 12...walked to 888 then took the bus from there.

on saturday and sunday...notin much happened...went to my nenek's and mak cik's house....so long never see them...haha!! then today...had mt lessons with cekgu analiza...quite fun ah...hehe...then after tht ate at long john with my friends and my girl....then went home to take azri's guitar before heading out to hairi's house where me and my bros played soccer...it was soaking wet and kamarul fell and hit his head...pitty sey..but lucky hes ok....scary sia playin on a slippery surface....scared of fallin down....after playin .....went to meet my girl then i send her home.....

well i guess thts all that happened....wanna go tok to my girl now...she just dyed her hair....dono wat will happen to her hair....skali become green or orange ah her hair...hehe choi!! ok lah tata

just got back from causeway point...u know wat?? when i got there...the place was soaking wet and there were police and security officers everywhere....well i think one of the shops caught fire or somethin...quite scared sia to walk there....went to bata to buy new school shoes...my shoe already half gaping...can see my toes and heel...haha i guess i walk to much...then went to 77th street to buy a new belt...and then last of all went to guardian to buy my cough medicine...thnks mom for everythin....i dragged her out of bed to accompany me...hahaha...

anyways, just now was another long day of science...physics!!! my god...damn it...sucks to the core...not the subject but the lesson...boring to death...when the other guys had A maths lesson which was the last period, me and dear escaped!!! haha!!! i mean...we were released early....went to causeway point coz my baby(yg manje sangat tu) wanted to eat long john silver...so we bought the food and went to her house...

ate together when her mom( my bakal mak mertue insyallah) came and scolded me...well joking lah...hehe...she told me to come and study together with her beautiful daughter....hmm...of course i will...anythin to see my baby rite?? muahaha!!! then after about two hours at her house...went to meet faqih to get the soccer ball from hairi's brother.....then lepak at hairi's house...

about half an hour later...met up with the rest of the gang to play soccer...wow!! gerek man...been so long since i ran so much...then while playin, one of my bros accidentally kicked me at the ankle area...at first i thought it was notin...but then when i looked at my left foot...it was covered in blood...i shouted like a tarzan...walan!!! scary sia...hairi was like panicking sey...but it was notin lah...just a small cut...it was accidental after all...then after tht it started to rain heavily and i went to hairi's house again to wash up and play games with him and his brother...haha shiok sey...after the rain stopped i went home......around 5.30pm...

and now, i am feeling so tired...i think i am havin a fever....arrr so cold...wish dat my baby is here rite now huggin me...she's at her neighbour's house with her family rayaing...miss her alot...well i guess i wanna rest now...so exhausted....tata ...and to my baby girl...i love u...