i am quite scared at the moment...i sleep alot in class....and at nite, i am always awake, i just cant sleep at night, too many things on my mind, so many problems....and to think o levels are just months away, haiyah...stress man!!

school has been okay....eventhough it has been mentioned tht i sleep alot in class, i hope i will learn how to concentrate....anyways, i am sick the whole day...#@@$$#...got fever and flu...and i miss my baby girl alot!! didnt get to talk to her the whole day today...

notin really special happened last week, except for the fact tht me, my baby, and her grandma went out together...it was fun....sori dear for almost fallin asleep at ur grandma's friend's house...very sleepy hearing old people talk...haha...just kidding...

yesterday was school as usual....after tht had our focus study....baby was all wet!! kena scolding from me...dont do it again ah! anyways, after dat, went to send my dearest to her grandma's place....grandma asked me to stay and eat, but i was late already....haiyah...

grandma....she cook...walau!! power sey... i have never eaten so much in my life.....really enjoy whenever i come to her house...eventhough shes technically not my grandma YET.....if u know wat i mean lah...okok....i gtg eat my medicine just like baby old me to...thnks for readin and to my dear...love u....tata

hey there...its been a while since i updated my blog, been many weeks huh? haha...well its been really hectic, with homeworks and tests...plus there has been alot of stress in my life so far, but everything is ok now...

anyways, in these few months, i have realised something about myself....i wanna become a better person, an improvement of the old me...oh well....its easier said than done...but i will cherish her from now on...no more silly mistakes...i am sorry baby, i love u...

oh yeah!! i almost forgot....i was beaten up last saturday, the bloody guy took my phone....i was so pissed...but now...i have calmed down and seen the bigger picture...maybe its for the best tht i lost tht phone, it was really distracting me in class...but still, heartpain sia....i worked my ass off to get tht phone...literally....415 dollars down the drain...oh well...i guess its just never meant to be...

but then...i have never been happier...finally, i can say tht, my stress has cleared up..coz i have her in my life again...i wont repeat the stupid mistakes i've made...my heart only belongs to u....

sports carnival is just days away...wow!! haha....very scary ah...but i pray we will win the gold again...hopefully, all our training will pay off...

i guess thts it huh...haha.....now i just wanna have a stress free life...no more old me....just wanna change and be happy always....see how lah i guess.....i can only pray, god has to approve....insyallah...ok lah guys...thnks for reading...take care

and to nabilah binte abdul jalil, i love u...