its just after 7 pm now and im sitting here wishing for her to return home safely...yup...my babygirl has gone to malacca and i miss her a whole lot....i was supposed to pick my sister up after her working hours in lavender...then go back to her house for a couple of days...

but my parents are sick...so leaving the house was impossible...i dont want to leave them alone like dat...well...babygirl is out with her family in malaysia and im missing her more and more...have u felt like saying tht u miss tht someone but scared to show tht softer side of u? i am feeling exactly tht...sometimes i wish for a perfect life...but i have failed to realize tht the perfect life has already been given to me.....

i want to cherish my life...love myself, my family, my friends, her....they are everything to me....everything starts after this moment...o levels are over....my job is starting soon...haha....so many things happening in life...tht sometimes u just have to stop and look at the things around u....

theres also so many things i wanna buy...psp slim, laptop(vaio), new clothes for poly, a new hp....
wah.....so many things want to buy ah?? hehe......i guess i will end here for today..


to babygirl...i love u...and wish u safety for ur return home...