i dont know where to start...life is like a sphere...it spins and theres no ending...i am forever bound to this simplistic life that once it changes to something different....me, my world, my heart...will never be the same...

i can never trust myself again...i don't even understand what the hell I'm writing...but what i know is...i love her...i love u...nabilah bte abdul jalil...

as we come of age...we take advantage of the life we have...we take advantage of our comfort zone and think everything will be fine even if we do something wrong...well...life is evolutionary....life changes...but my love for u will not....

maybe its time for me to disappear....away form life...away from my own world.......away from destiny....away from her...

i cannot deliver what she craves.....what she wants...what she needs...i feel i have restcicted her life to blossoming into something wonderful and fun...controled her mind to think wat i think...

i love....and im sorry to disappear...